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CONTEXT: At age 19, Aimee reveals the details of her parents divorce when she was 14 and left to take care of her 11 year old brother and 89 year old grandpa.February 2, 1999Steph,First, before I forget, I started a drawing in the front, which I think it would be cool if we add a small piece each day we write and date it. It doesn't matter what it is, but I think it'd be cool to have a new piece to keep adding on and connecting it into one big picture. However, try to write small so we have a...

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FEBRUARY 1, 1999 Aimee,I still don't want to talk. Not really anyway. But I did a lot of thinking today. It was actually more soul searching than anything when I was at Lincoln Tower I was standing by the railing and on my left side was the Horseshoe and to the right was the O.S.U. hospital. The hospital that saved my grandpa. It was a really sad, empty feeling and I had never felt so alone as I did then. Part of me just wanted to tell someone anything but it is not that simple. Honestly Aimee, I cry every day....

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Hi Aimee,I'm sorry I wan't in a very good mood today. It really wasn't the best of days. I just felt so sad today and really nervous. If you don't want to read this I understand, it just helps some times to write about it.Jill asked me today if I felt like I was falling. At first I had no idea what she meant but it hit me. I do feel like I'm falling. It's the best way to describe it. I feel like I'm falling because when you fall you can't stop it. Aimee, I have never talked about this...

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Congratulations Stephanie!!!!See, not everything goes wrong. You are down here for a reason! And now you are on the right path towards success! You are IN your major and you have what it takes to make it BIG! Just never give up! You have the talent, tolerance, to do what it takes. Just believe in yourself. Everyone else believes in you. Especially me. You are a strong person and I know you will fight your way to the top...what would you be thinking right now if Ben hadn't opened the letter? You'd probably be passed out on the floor. Right?...

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Aimee,I have a lot to respond to but first I have to vent. Right now I'm so pissed I could  explode.  If anyone says one more thing about my computer they'll regret the day they said it. All I can say is I'lll use it when I want to use it. I fucking paid for it. Damn Mary is so fucking ungrateful I could scream. I have so much anger in my right now. If it wasn't for this journal I would probably rip her head off. There is so much bothering me. This whole thing with Jill has me so shaken...

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