January 26, 1999: I Feel Like I'm Falling
I'm sorry I wan't in a very good mood today. It really wasn't the best of days. I just felt so sad today and really nervous. If you don't want to read this I understand, it just helps some times to write about it.
Jill asked me today if I felt like I was falling. At first I had no idea what she meant but it hit me. I do feel like I'm falling. It's the best way to describe it. I feel like I'm falling because when you fall you can't stop it.
Aimee, I have never talked about this stuff. That is until I moved to Columbus with you. Maybe that's one of the reasons I moved here. I'm really not sure. Please let me know if you are tired of hearing about this. If so I will stop.